Hello
my
new
found
friend,
so
nice
to
hear
for
you
and
what
a
positive
attitude
you
have.
I
love
this
quality
in
you
already.
Thank
you
so
much
for
ur
very
kind
positive
words
of
encouragement,
I
cannot
tell
you
how
much
I
appreciate
them
and
the
effort
you
made
to
help
support
me.
As
you
can
see
from
my
profile
I
been
diagnosised
6
yrs
now
and
still
fighting
fit,
my
dr
expects
this
to
be
the
case
for
many
yrs
to
come,
it's
seems
I'm
baffling
medical
science
with
my
dteremination
and
health
so
far
!!
I'm
healthier
now
than
I
have
ever
been
and
love
my
life
although
I'm
about
to
start
making
some
serious
changes
very
soon.
Currently
in
a
relationship
with
a
guy
for
almost
4
years
now
but
its
not
working
for
me.
He
does
not
know
about
my
status
and
thankfully
its
been
a
very
sexless
ralionship,
when
we
have
had
sex
its
always
been
protected
of
course.
I
have
been
getting
to
know
a
really
nice
Nigerian
man
recently
via
the
internet.
We
have
become
very
close
and
I
have
just
disclosed
my
status
to
him
thinking
that
he
would
reject
me
and
no
longer
be
interested.
Shame
on
me
for
thinking
this
way
because
he
says
this
changes
nothing
for
him,
he
still
loves
me
unconditionally
regardless
of
my
status.
We
still
have
much
to
learn
about
each
other
and
we're
taking
our
time
with
things
so
I'll
keep
you
posted
on
what
happens
with
him.
I
could
be
looking
at
finally
having
a
loving
and
caring
relationship
as
possible
marriage
with
this
man,
someone
I
can
share
this
with
for
the
first
time
since
being
diagnosised.
No
more
lies
and
having
to
hide
it.
I'm
also
currently
about
400
miles
away
from
my
family
and
closest
friend
and
I'm
hoping
to
move
back
down
south
over
the
next
few
months.
I
will
be
looking
at
maybe
some
form
of
counselling
to
help
me
deal
with
telling
my
other
friends
about
this
as
I
feel
I
am
now
ready
to
start
telling
selected
people
in
my
life.
My
family
however
will
be
a
whole
new
ball
game
I
think
so
I'm
still
holding
back
on
telling
them
for
now.
I
believe
I
have
a
fairly
good
understanding
of
the
virus
and
live
with
it
really
well,
not
allowing
it
or
anyone's
negative
views
phrase
me
at
all.
I've
also
recently
started
to
believe
in
god
too,
I'm
finding
this
such
a
comfort
right
now,
gives
me
something
to
believe
in
and
draw
strength
from.
It
also
helps
that
the
new
man
in
my
life
is
a
god
fearing
man
to
and
not
looking
to
push
his
believe
onto
me.
Well
I'll
close
now
before
I
bore
the
pants
off
you
completely
!!!
god
bless
you
my
friend
and
please
stay
in
touch,
would
love
to
learn
more
about
you
and
help
support
you
and
make
you
smile
if
I
can,
bye
for
now
Jaci
Hi
girl,
I
came
your
page
while
visiting
New
York
and
I
thought
I
should
check
on
how
things
are
with
you
at
the
moment.
The
best
way
to
combat
HIV
is
being
very
positive
about
it
all.I
have
been
HIV
positive
for
the
last
25
years
and
not
on
any
medication,
fit
and
very
healthy.
The
secret
is
Positive
thinking
and
support
that
are
widely
available.
Its
very
hard
for
the
first
4
years
,
but
eventually
with
the
power
of
your
mind,
all
will
be
as
normal
as
possible.
Dont
forget
we
now
have
so
many
combination
therapies
that
its
up
to
individual
to
decide
which
one
to
try,
but
crucial
is
to
keep
in
good
relationship
with
your
consultant.Join
existing
support
group
and
you
will
find
banks
of
help.
Keep
in
touch
and
keep
the
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