A
mix
of
emotions
flows
over
my
body,
as
the
halls
dim
into
darkness,
my
hands
free
fall
into
the
abyss
followed
by
my
body,
thinking
of
mere
love,
hope,
and
compassion....
I
find
comfort
in
the
light
that
has
shown
its
beacon
over
my
lifetime
to
illuminate
my
heart
and
instill
the
light
of
love
in
others.
In
a
flash
I
am
on
the
floor,
unable
to
move,
breath,
Sats
falling....
I
am
among
those
who
I
try
to
save.
My
heart
beats
slower
and
slower
as
a
mad
rush
of
people
are
called
for
a
Code,
my
code.
People
vanish
into
blurs
and
voices
only
whispers
into
the
night.
No
one
I
remember
but
the
awakening
light
of
the
shores
I
dare
to
dream,
dare
to
cross,
and
love
to
embrace.
I
wake
shaking
covered
in
blankets,
ivs
flowing,
monitors
pulling,
trying
to
find
my
way
through
the
masses.
The
doctor
informs
me
that
I
lost
conciousness
while
at
work,
my
viral
load
is
fine,
cd4s
are
fine,
but
my
body
went
into
shock
over
the
virus
depleting
my
blood
glucose
levels
and
my
immune
system...
due
to
some
meds
I
had
been
taking....
and
though
my
efforts
of
taking
care
of
myself,
eatting
right,
excercise,
and
taking
my
meds....
my
body
was
embracing
the
grace
of
God
without
my
knowledge.
May
love,
grace,
and
hope
find
you
all...
