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Mood: Full of life
Date: Aug. 20, 2008
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At many times I walk through those sliding glass doors gazing up to see the sun passing through the fountains outside.  I walk down the hall as the piano plays Ray Charles or a concerto; I see the faces of those in pain in the lobby waiting, the faces of those waiting to go home, and the steady hands of the clock ticking time away.  I walk to the elevators, and pray as the doors close... speaking my truths for today, and giving the gift of my heart and soul to my fellow man.

I stand with integrity as I walk out of the elevator door, and I hold on a brief moment as the doors open to the Infectious Disease Acute Care Unit.  I see the faces of men and women who care, who make an effort to help those in need.  I walk the halls and find myself amist familiar faces with a purpose of maintaining lives and building bridges.  

I walked into two rooms in particular today, one of a friend, the other of a man who apreciates my care.  I avoided my friends room all day, not even breaking open the chart, just taking a deep breath, closing my eyes, and praying for his behalf.  I took much time and care to put my energy into work, the thing I remember most about people are their eyes, how they stare into my very soul.  

I took a moment to find my own self, called a chinese take out restraunt for egg drop soup and a big glass of sweet tea.  I walked into my friends room at days end, I handed him the soup and drink, and a tear rolled down my cheek as I reflected on waiting to see my friend in need.  His eyes grew bright with light and he reached out with his hand and held mine for a moment. 

I see who and what I want to become.  In his eyes and among my patients, I want to be a beacon of hope, healer of the sick, and friend to the people I see.  In my own eyes I rarely gaze into them, as the hour approached 1:30 am... I walk out of those hospital doors, and I smile thanking the powers above for leting me have the chance to love others and bring them joy, but asked for the wisdom and the courage to do even better for my fellow man tommorrow.

Christopher Adams, 

University of North Carolina Hospitals













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