It
has
taken
many
years
for
me
to
face
the
facts
and
be
honest
with
myself.
First
and
foremost
I
have
to
accept
the
facts
of
who
I
am
physically
and
mentally.
God
gave
me
a
lot
to
be
greatful
for
even
if
at
times
I
really
want
more.
Then
I
have
had
to
forgive
myself
for
the
things
I
have
done
and
for
the
things
other
people
have
done
to
me,
because
I
now
understand
that
we
were
all
doing
the
very
best
that
we
could
with
what
we
had
at
the
time.
I
hope
anyone
I
have
hurt
will
forgive
me
and
I
now
know
that
I
am
able
to
forgive
anyone
who
has
hurt
me.
Now
I
know
that
I
really
do
want
to
live
and
make
the
very
best
out
of
each
and
every
minute.
From
now
on
when
ever
I
see
a
tall
bridge
I
am
going
to
smile
and
know
that
it
is
a
sign
for
a
future
for
me.
A
very
honest
future
for
me.
From
now
on
risks
are
going
to
be
a
challenge
instead
of
fear,
because
no
matter
which
fork
in
the
road
I
take,
I
will
know
that
I
have
made
a
choice.
Not
making
a
choice
is
making
a
choice.
Thanks
for
listening
to
me
and
being
there
when
I
need
you.
Lots
of
really
big
hugs.
TREY
