OMG....
Can
I
tell
you
that
today
has
been
like
a
dream
that
I
thought
would
never
happen!!!
Well
to
begin
with,
I
started
my
new
job
today...
YES,
If
I
hadn't
mentioned
it
before,
I
got
a
job,
working
back
in
Retail
Management,
making
twice
what
I
was
when
I
was
working
for
the
temporary
services...
The
people
there
are
real
people,
with
real
problems,
some
I'm
sure
are
gonna
be
a
real
pain
in
the
ole'
buttocks....
BUT,
I'm
reminded
it's
not
them
I'm
working
on,
it's
ME...
My
outlook
is
picking
up
and
I
feel
like
I
could
touch
the
stars....
Just
about
a
year
ago, I
met
this
guy,
well,
to
be
honest,
we
were
both
drinking,
had
more
than
just
a
few
and
one
thing
lead
to
another
and
boom,
instant
mashed
potatoes...
Tonight,
I
had
a
man
text
me
after
I
got
off
work,
to
which
I
responded,
and
he
asked
me
out
to
dinner
and
I
accepted...
Tonight,
neither
one
of
us
were
drinking
or
ran
home
to
have
sex...
While
I
can't
say
that
I
wasn't
temped,
he
was
very
much
of
a
gentleman...
We
did
have wonderful
conversations
about
the
past
weekend,
the
events
of
the
day,
good
things
happening in
his
life
and
the
celebrations
in
my
life... He
took
me
back
to
his
place
where
we
met,
congratulated
me
on
my
new
job
and
kissed
me
good
night...
I
know,
no
matter
where
this
relationship
goes,
this
man
will
FOREVER
BE
MY
BEST
FRIEND...
There's
many
of
you
who
know
exactly
what
I
mean
when
I
say,
it's
not
every
day
that
someone
this
SPECIAL
comes
into
your
life,
and
this
is
one
of
those
very
rare
men...
He
was
very
honest,
he's
been
dating
someone
yet
saw
something
special
in
me
and
my
heart's
desire
is
that
he
finds
the
happiness
that
he
deserves...
Oh,
I
know
he'll
always
from
here
on,
we'll
be
a
very
special
part
of
one
another's
lives,
but
that
doesn't
mean
that
we'll
ever
date...
When
someone
this
SPECIAL
touches
your
heart,
you'll
know
it...
This
guy
that
he
likes
is
one
very
lucky
man...
I
hope
that
his
eyes
and
heart
are
open
and
allows
this
man
to
join
their
lives
together
and
bloom...
And
even
if
he
doesn't
realize
just
how
special
he
is,
he'll
not
be
single
long...
Good
men
like
him
never
are...
Some
people
are
meant
to
be
BEST
FRIENDS
and
I'd
not
do
anything
to
ruin
what
I
have
with
him....
He's
been
supportive
of
me
when
my
family
has
trashed
me
and
made
me
their
rumor
mill...
Well,
not
so
much
my
family,
just
my
one
sister
that
in
her
drunken
states,
when
she
drunk
enough
to
call,
I
try
and
uplift
her
by
telling
her
that
she
has
a
good
life
and
not
to
be
so
down
on
herself, and
I
made
the
mistake
of
telling
her
that
I
had
discovered
that
I
was
HIV+,
to
which
she's
taken
it
upon
herself
to
call
my
parents
and
her
daughters,
and
GOD
only
knows
who
else,
to
tell
them
of
her
latest
gossip...
And
she's
angry
at
her
daughter
calling
her
a
"Clampet"
from
the
Beverly
Hillbillies,
because
she's
gotten
pregnant
by
the
man
she
married at
the
age
of
16,
married
by
18,
divorced
by
19,
and
pregnant
again
by
21...
So,
any
new
gossip
to
her
is
NEWS
to
tell...
Especially
if
it
would
hurt
my
parents....
I've
seen
the
man
I
went
to
dinner
with
tonight
go
through
THICK
and
THIN
for
his
friends...
There's
NOTHING
he
wouldn't
do
for
them...
So,
yes,
he'll
forever
be
a
VERY
VITAL
PART
OF
MY
FAMILY....
I
THANK
GOD
FOR
BRINGING
HIM
INTO
MY
LIFE...
I'm
not
sure
what
happened
to
either
one
of
those
two
people
who
met
over
a
year
ago...
However,
after
meeting
the
MAN
I
met
tonight,
My
life
will
NEVER
be
the
same...
God,
Thank
You
for
answering
my
prayers...
Lonny
Wayne
PS
Please
give
special
attention
to
the
situation
that
I
was
telling
you
about
the
other
night,
You
know
who
it
involves,
and
the
whole
work
situation...
Thank
You
in
advance...
