I
remember
6
years
ago
I
came
on
here
almost
everyday
and
have
met
some
really
cool
people
along
the
way.
I
guess
Ive
moved
on
from
the
whole
hiv
support
group
online
thing,
it
was
ok
at
first
but
started
getting
old
after
a
while,
I
realized
this
wasnt
going
to
fix
me
and
meeting
other
people
who
struggled
too
was
exasperating.
I
wasnt
caring
for
myself
and
would
just
kind
of
mope
around.
Ive
been
going
to
the
gym
alot
and
keeping
up
with
my
doc
appointm
ents
and
even
took
a
trip
back
home....Im
not
sure
what
the
future
holds..whodoes
but
Iknow
focusing
on
the
disease
does
nothing
positive
so
I
livedayto
day
but
does
help.In
a
society
that
is
all
about
the
bottom
line
I
guess
Ive
succomb
to
the
life
that
I
have
and
not
what
I
wish
it
to
be.
Some
would
say
I
bought
a
ticket
to
Paris
and
ended
up
in
Amsterdam
so
I
guess
thats
what
happens....could
be
worse..could
be
better...D
