~Life!~
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By:
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Flsunshinegirl
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Mood:
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Disappointed
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Date:
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Jan 29, 2013
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Music:
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None Silence
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I've
been
sitting
here
for
the
past
week
&
2
days
wondering
"WHY".
"WHY"
do
bad
things
have
to
happen
to
the
best
people
when
the
buttheads
seem
to
have
it
all?
I'm
refecting
on
my
Brother
&
Sis
In
Laws
newborn
baby
girl
Kaylee.
They
have
been
very
happily
married
now
for
8
years
living
life
to
it's
fullest
before
starting
a
family.
They
had
a
dog
that
was
their
"baby"
&
they
knew
he
would
not
be
cool
with
a
new
baby
in
the
house
so
they
put
him
forst
&
waited
all
for
the
love
of
an
animal!
He
did
pass
&
several
months
later
she
found
out
she
was
pregnant
YAY!
Everyone
was
so
happy
since
our
oldest
child
in
our
family
is
now
13.
Their
relationship
is
like
one
I
have
never
seen
before,
it's
like
they
were
made
for
one
another,
they
never
fight
or
argue
&
they
act
as
if
they
have
just
met
every
day
of
their
lives
for
the
"first
time!"
So
baby
Kaylee
their
FIRST
child
came
into
this
world
with
quite
a
struggle,
first
an
abnormal
heartbeat
buring
her
delivery,
which
led
to
her
being
stress
&
causing
her
to
have
a
merconium
bowel
movement
while
inside
Mommy's
tummy
being
birthed.
Then
an
infection
that
the
baby
contracted
from
Mommy
having
Strep
that
should
have
been
caught
at
the
onset
of
her
labor
&
her
treated
with
IV
antibiotics.
Then
baby
born
after
7
hours
(yes
very
FAST
for
her
first
child).
Her
lungs
filled
with
merconium,
2
holes
in
her
heart,
on
oxygen,
low
blood
platelets,
low
blood
suger
just
so
many
things
wrong!
She
was
only
5lbs
4
oz
such
a
sweet
beautiful
little
angel
yet
so
many
struggles
she
is
born
into
this
life
with
:(
All
has
worked
itself
out
with
treatment
of
her
infection
&
lungs
with
the
exception
of
the
hole
in
her
heart
which
they
say
will
most
likley
close
on
it's
own,
if
not
then
meds
&
next
step
if
that
doesn't
work
surgery!
Now
we
get
confirmation
that
she
has
what
they
call
Turner's
Syndrome
:(
This
Aunt
&
of
course
my
borther,
sis-in-law,
family
are
all
devistated.
There
are
NO
words.
WHY,
my
parents
had
to
bury
their
first
child
after
drowning
at
age
2,
then
I
had
to
bury
my
21
days
year
old
son...WHY?
Why
SO
many
hardships
on
my
family?
We
are
all
very
loyal,
loving,
caring,
sharing
&
GIVING
people.
My
brother
knows
everyone
in
twn
from
having
a
local
business
as
does
my
dad
for
having
the
same
before
retirement?
I
reflect
on
how
strong
both
my
family
is
as
is
my
sis-in-laws
&
think
that
just
"maybe"
it's
for
this
reason
as
many
familys
are
not
as
strong
or
supportive.
Others
may
not
of
been
able
to
handle
such
news
as
we
have
accepted
&
will
do
anything
&
everything
to
help
this
sweet
baby
out
with
whatever
she
needs
in
her
life
to
come.
For
This
I
am
SO
GRATEFUL
&
THANKFUL
however
I
just
cannot
stop
asking
"WHY".
Thanks
for
reading
&
any
input
or
opinions
are
welcomed!
I
just
needed
to
vent
so
maybe
I
can
finaly
get
a
good
nights
rest
for
a
change
since
this
has
happened.
Peace
&
Love
to
all
<3
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