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By: czojeff Mood: Other Date: Jul 24, 2008 Music: None

i came back from the doctors yesterday with my head in the clouds.

my doctor told me my t-cells are 467. they haven't been that high in at least 15 years. made me want to go out and party. 

but when i got home i started thinking and wondering. what have i done in the last 3 months to give me such a boost. AND is it a permanent thing or just a fluke?

either way i'm not going to look a gift horse in the mouth and run off and do something stupid to lose them.   

i think that my trip to colorado for the HIV retreat and experiencing all the new (to me) things like acupuncture, chiropractic visit, deep tissue massage and reflexology might be the reasons for the boost. maybe, just maybe i'll have to do some more of that stuff.

maybe it is my body telling me that i need to do more for the other things in my body than just focusing on the virus.  

whatever it is, i do know i like knowing that even if it is only for one 3 month period, i'm healthier than i was my last doctor visit. 

my viral load is still undetectable, my cholesterol is within good limits, and all the other things she checks must have been good because she (my doctor) didn't mention them. 

i'm kind of on a cloud, and i hope i never have to come down.

jeff