Update.
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By:
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shirleysw21
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Mood:
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Okay
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Date:
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Jan 20, 2013
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Music:
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None
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Hi,
All,
been
awhile
but
I've
come
to
say
hello.
Doing
good
and
well.
I've
been
Celibrating
and
mourning
this
month
in
memory
of
my
child.
I'm
still
dealing
with
a
lot
of
woes
but
I'm
learning
a
lot
about
myself.
Still
haven't
given
up
on
love.
But
there
are
still
a
lot
of
growing
I
need
to
do. Over
the
course
of
last
I
realised
that
there
had
been
a
difference
in
how
I
feel
about
my
first
boyfriend.
I
realize
I'm
not
as
angry
as
I
used
to
be
whenever
I
think
about.
To
be
frank
it's
almost
like
I've
forgotten
about
him.
It's
even
takes
a
few
minutes
to
even
remember
his
name.
Bill
had
in
a
way
connected
my
expectations
of
attration
and
love
in
one
despite
ou
break
up.
As
a
child
growing
up
into
a
woman
really
like
to
a
point
loved
Cedric
but
when
we
did
maniage
to
get
together
my
feelings
changed
as
I
found
out
he
was
who
I
thought.
But
Bill
was
different
he
was
everything
Cedric
was
not
and
done
more
then
him.
And
now
I
realize
that
I
really
loved
him
and
just
love-love
but
LOVE
him.
I
am
regretful
things
didn't
work
out
but
I
do
hope
to
meet
someone
who
can
make
me
fill
the
way
I
did
when
I
was
with
him
but
more
on
a
perment
or
long-term.
Bill
isnt
a
bad
and
apart
of
me
would
try
again
with
him.
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