Below bottom

By: jodi
Mood: Other
Date: Aug 22, 2013
Music: None

i am feeling like below the bottom. eveything is just going wrong. am trying to put my head up bt i cnt. i feel like am down and am being beaten while lying down. Christianity tells me i shud b hopeful bt i think someone else has that hope. am sick, tired, n frustated. I keep askn God wat purpose he needs me alive cz i dnt see any. id prefer someone else live my life cz i feel like am wasting mine.



From: plusone
August 23, 2013, 7:03 am

 Plusone reaches out and hugs Jodi 


'Its not the years in your life that count. Its the life in your years'

From: ms83poz
August 22, 2013, 2:28 pm

Hi Jodi,

Peace between our ears is really important for our Longevity. Since I lost my Wife to Cancer, Depression has had quite a grip on me off&on  through the last 4 years. It passes, but sometimes it's just brutal. Tears, Crying, Fear, Anxiety living Life alone has been a struggle. Antidepressants for me are like a double edged sword when dealing with fatigue. But what is the meaning of Life if you are not living in the moment. When I think back, it hurts. When I look forward to tomorrow, it's frightening. I can't do it alone, & I have to accept the fact that I can't without some kind of help. Counsling & Medications are a no brainer, & I won't be able to survive without it. Until we accept the fact that we need help, we will never be at Peace. HIV/AIDS sucks



From: jenwho
August 22, 2013, 10:47 am

I would agree with teck---YOU DO HAVE THE CHOICE to feel what you want--it is so hard to see that when you are walking in depression, but believe me, I have been there many times and there are things YOU can do right now to make yourself feel better.  Get up be grateful just for today!!  Help someone else who needs help!! It will make you feel so much better!  Find positive people who are happy to be around!!  Do something FREE that makes YOU feel good about, cook, whatever, you come here--YOU HAVE FRIENDS here at the tribe and we need you :)  You have a purpose and you are the purpose!  Look up to the sky, the trees, the animals, everything is beautiful because you are in this world.  many blessings triber, jenwho


Alive and Kicking-25 years + That which does not destroy you, only makes you stronger

August 22, 2013, 10:26 am

 jodi Depression seems to be the topic of this blog ..If you are not happy with a situation CHANGE IT .. You have choices !!!! move home perhaps ??