A Detective Story Part 2: Suspect Dead
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By:
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kirkie8
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Mar 09, 2013
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Music:
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None
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I
have
finally
came
to
the
conclution
of
this
story.
The
poor
suspect
is
dead. I
was
with
my
old
ex
one
night
going
to
a
session
of
drinking.
Yes
I
still
drink.
Yes,
I
know
it’s
bad
for
me.
But,
I
have
to
keep
sane.
So,
we
were
talking
about
my
condition.
I
told
all
my
ex’s
to
protect
them.
Out
of
the
blue
he
told
me
about
our
common
friend
who
just
suddenly
disappeared
a
few
months
ago.
How
all
were
talking
about
the
benefit
show
they
put
together
for
him.
A
mysterious
illness
have
befallen
him
and
he
is
no
where
to
be
found.
Well
everyone
thinks
he’s
dead
and
that
he
got
the
AIDS. It
struck
me
like
Zeus’s
lightning
bolt
to
my
chest.
I
had
sex
with
him
ones.
I
was
top
but
it
was
unprotected.
That
was
during
the
time
I
was
single
before
my
3
yr
relationship.
I
did
notice
the
change
in
him
but
I
was
too
afraid
to
suspect.
I
was
an
idiot.
The
only
time
I
did
unsafe
sex
was
with
a
positive.
Darn.
What
luck.
I
was
so
stupid
to
think
that
since
I
was
top
I
had
the
least
risk
of
getting
it.
Wrong
wrong
wrong…. I
called
my
3
yr
ex
and
tried
to
scare
him
so
he
get
tested.
(oops,
time
for
magic
pill) He
did
get
tested. I
got
medically
induced
anemia.
LamiZido
or
ATZ
(or
whatnot)
affects
the
body’s
absorption
of
B12,
and
other
anemia
inducing
effects.
So
I
had
to
go
through
a
series
of
blood
transfusion.
My
ex
wanted
to
donate.
To
do
so,
he
has
to
get
tested.
He
did.
He
was
NEGATIVE.
My
world
crumbled
to
dust.
I
never
felt
so
alone.
Yes,
I
wanted
my
ex
to
be
positive
so
we
can
stay
together
till
the
end.
Cynical
love,
I
know.
It
was
the
first
time
I
cried
after
learning
I
have
HIV. The
funny
thing
is,
he
was
never
allowed
to
donate
because
he
was
gay.
Hahahaha…
Honestly…
Discrimination. So
that
ends
my
detective
story.
The
suspect
dead.
My
ex
negative.
I
am
happy. Lessons:
1
use
protection
ALWAYS
2
use
protection
ALWAYS
3
use
protection
ALWAYS Busted
Self
Myths:
1
being
top
does
NOT
make
you
immune
to
HIV
2
Having
HIV
partner
does
NOT
make
you
positive
3
Doing
it
once
unprotected
makes
transmission
unlikely,
and
doing
it
a
lot
makes
it
easily
transmitted.
No!
You
can
never
tell.
Use
protection
ALWAYS. Love’s
lessons:
1
do
not
use
pity
to
keep
your
guy
2
let
go.
It’s
for
the
best
3
New
and
better
love
will
come
even
after
HIV
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